Lusting After Mr Knight

“Dani. Can you please come here for a second?” My mom says with a worried tone to her voice from the next room, as I wash the mud out of my plaid mini skirt.

Today, I had gone on my first date with Kelley, and it ended horribly. We were riding along the path, when suddenly the horse reared up violently and I fell off. I looked like I had never ridden before. "That’s what I get for trying to ride on her sideways." I murmur under my breath while walking out the door.

If I had gone with my instincts and straddled Jane like I usually did, I would have been just fine. Of course, it all ended with me on my ass in the mud and feeling embarrassed about it. Of course, it had to happen on my 20th birthday.

Remembering the hungry way Kelley looked at me, I find myself shaking my head in disbelief. I just can't believe that he helped me up afterwards and then leaned forward to kiss me hard on the lips. When he did, he grabbed my breasts and then said in a husky voice, “Dani, I want you.” The moment those words registered in my brain, I backed away and ran off.

By the time I walked home, my mother was sitting on the porch staring at me in judgement. Clearly, she thought that I had fucked him. But what she didn’t realize, is the fact that I’m still a virgin.

“Yeah, ma. What is it?” I ask her while thinking about taking a shower to wash off the memory of his hands touching my body.

She stares at me and doesn’t say anything at first, just stands there. My mother had always tried to make me a better person. That way I would end up with more than she did.

When I was younger, she paid for a tutor in German and other languages. I guess she figured that if I was multilingual, I could get any job I wanted to. Or live anywhere my heart desires.

What she doesn’t seem to understand though, is the fact that I don’t want to live anywhere else. This is where I grew up and where my heart wants to be, for at least the time being. Now, perhaps there will come a time when I want to move on, but till then I am happy here.

When I was younger, I always had my nose stuck in a book, and because of it I was not popular. But one day, when a new girl came into town, I finally found a friend. Since then, we have been best friends through thick and thin. Even after she found out that she was pregnant with Billy Jones’s baby.

As soon as she found out, the news spread like wildfire throughout the whole town. When her parent’s heard about it from the minister first, they sent her out of town to have the baby. Stating, “You aren’t married, and we know damn well that you won’t be when this child is born. So, we are doing what is best for you. After the child is born, it will be put up for adoption.”