HER SECRETS HIS LOVE

Sitting on the edge of the shore, with the calm sea waves touching her feet, the feeling as if a mom caressing her baby, a sense of serenity seeping through her. she kept thinking about her life, which turned upside down within a period of just two months. she scoffed at her reflection in the water, for the chaos she brought in her life. The air around was cold, retelling her the tale of her memories, which she made with him.

She wished everything that happened to be a dream, is it really a dream? No, a nightmare, at least for her. How she wishes to go back in the past and change her story and this time let him know about her without any secrets.

Peace is the only thing she craved in her life but maybe God doesn't have mercy on her, for he always kept her in the midst of chaos. As the wind brushed her long hairs making some fall on her face, she tucked them back behind her ear and watched back at sea, as the sun neared its horizon. The seawater shining with different colors same as the rainbow.

She took a deep breath as the fresh salty air started calming her, giving her enough strength to face her reality, a reality that is a nightmare to her. A beautiful dream it would have been, if only!

she was aimless for the past four years. A lost wanderer paving in the darkness and finally when she thought her life is going to change, destiny again played its cruel game, just like how her reflection from water is mocking her. Maybe she is not made for happiness. she wanted to go back to her parents and tell them how suffocating she is feeling at this moment, how she want to back off, but her heart craved for him. She has always been happy around him, he is the only person in this world whose arms gave the protection feeling for her, without whom her life had been dark, painful.

Her brain mocked her that he is nothing the way he was in past, he is a completely changed person. she sighed as her gaze fell on her left hand, her engagement ring reminding her of its owner, who is the reason for the whole chaos in her life. But her heart told it wasn't him but her, the reason for her problems, he had been an amazing friend when she is in need of one. She wouldn't lie he is one of the finest men she has ever seen.

He is still the same but more handsome and manly than before with a new addition of anger and a stoic face that forgot its smile, which screamed danger.

They say truly, destiny has its weird ways of bringing two people together in the bond of marriage.

Oh! her marriage is going to have a love for sure but maybe with an equal amount of hatred from the other side. She always thought what made him hate her to this extent, that he doesn't care for her feelings anymore. Weren't they best friends from the start? Her thoughts always kept on lingering from one memory to the other but she couldn't come up with a conclusion.

She still remembers the amount of hatred his eyes conveyed on their engagement day. It's as if he doesn't want to have her around his radius. she still remembers the way his hands roughly held hers, as if he want to give her pain, the same amount of pain his grey eyes conveyed with an equal amount of anger.

A part of her begged her to not do it, to run away from her problems, begging her that she doesn't deserve this, she doesn't deserve his anger. But another part of her heart, the most important one commanded her to give it a try, give him a chance, give her a chance, a chance for her happiness, a chance for their togetherness.

But what she feared is, will she be able to do it alone, when he is not willing to put in the effort. But she is not a coward to run away from situations, her parents taught her to fight back not to hide in fear.

But she knows him well, she is not stupid, he is too smart and intelligent for her understanding. And Abhimanyu Singh Shekhawat is not a person who lets go of people from his life unless he wants them to. He will search for her even if she runs away to hide from all this chaos. So, she accepted her life, how much ever her sane heart wanted to run away and hide from this selfish world, she know she can't do that to her parents.

Moreover, it is not just about them, it's about their family too, their reputation and she knows how the media and tabloids will not leave a chance to spread shit about their families. And hailing from the most successful business families, she knows she has to face both pros and cons. Her parents have done an excellent job in hiding her identity all these years.