Chasing Bella s shadow

"Bella , Bella, Bella"My dad called my name ... "I'm so sorry , i was never really there for you and your brother".

I thought i was having a hallucination but i wasn't , it was a dream.

I am Bella Neil, a seventeen years old high school kid. Let me go back a little , I will be eighteen years old in three months time. And i have a rare disability called prosopagnosia also known as face blindness, i can't recognize faces Or my face .

My accident happened four years ago when me and my dad was on our way to a carnival, our car collided into a bus my dad died while saving me, blocking me from all the Glass and the collision, he died instantly.

Before my dad died i was a rich and spoilt kid, my dad was the owner of kohli steel and lines. A major dealer with steels and material for constructions. He was more like a womanizer and gambler. But he made sure he gave his family everything they ever wanted.

I live my life just like every other teenager about to graduate from high school in 6 months.

I was at my bestfriend's house , Nathan Macdonald , We have been friends since childhood,  I guess that was when we were four years old. We do everything together and he's not the only one who do , pamela leon , she's on a vacation with her family.

 "My mom is at it again" Nathan said.

"Come on, going to harvard is big a deal" i picked at  him , "i will be alright, besides cambridge or harvard I will be fine "

I assured him.

"You are my bestfriend and i love you , i wouldn't want you to be anywhere all by yourself"he was looking so cute with his puppy eyes.

"The earlier you realize that we are no longer kids , is the day you grow up." I teased.

"Besides we have more than half a year to have fun together , we can have so much fun during summer" i wasn't just saying those to make him feel better , i meant every word.

"Yeah..but our fun won't last". he cried.

"Neither will i stay in school forever ". i said.

He replied me with a smile.

"I prepared a bucket list ...Full of fun content. " I said handling the paper over to him.

BUCKET LIST TO DO.

1. Go skydiving .

2. Play guitar while mrs humprey is in

class.

3. Get Matching BFF's tattoo.

4. Go to a paint and wine night.

5. Get mini-pedis.

6. Set each other on a blind date.

7. Take a cooking class

8. Have spa day.

9. Go on a camping trip.

10.Go on scary roller coaster ride.

11. Throw a dinner party.

12. Stalk each other ex' s on social

media.

13.Go to disneyland.

14. Go to a bonfire.

15. Go wine tasting .

16. Go on a double date.

17. Pretend to be insane and see a therapist.

18. Make a photo memory scrap book.

19. Join a bookclub .

20. Go bee hunting.

21. Have a pajamas day out.

22. Go to a driving movie.

23. Attend a music festival.

24. Prank call .

25. Wear matching outfis for aweek.

26. Have a cut crafts day.

27. Write a letter to be opened in the nearest future.

28. Do pottery

29. Order a food and make a fuss.

30. Learn Quran.

"Wow, but isn't all these too much?" Nathan asked looking so off board.

"No it isn't, this is  for summer " i said

"And there might more ". i added.