I was at home being scolded by my aunt. I wanted to cover my ears because of my aunt's loud voice. I don't want to be scolded because I'm no longer a child, "I’m always telling you, Gianna, to stop roaming around the city and enter every bar that you like." She yelled at me.
"Aunt, I'm too old to be scolded by you, and I feel ashamed if some of our neighbors can hear your voice. And they are mocking at me just in case." I said in a sad voice. In a situation like this, I’m preparing to be the best actress instead of hearing my aunt’s sermon. A few minutes later, maybe she was tired of yelling at me. She stops and sits on the couch in the living area while scanning a channel on television.
While I hold my phone and browse the internet for the new open bars in the city, if I have time and my aunt didn’t notice, I'll go,
"You better leave in my front, Gianna, unless you want to taste my patience spread out. My head hurts when I give you advice, but you still don't want to listen." She said,
I stood up because I knew once she mentioned my whole name, she was angry at me. I exited the living area and went to my room. I want to rest because later at night I want to go into the city. I want to meet Geoff there too. He is one of my flings. We are the same in terms of attachment. We prepare for a short-term relationship more than anything. I don’t believe in such an ever after. I will love you forever. Because I know that fairy tales don’t exist. And if my once great love never left me before, maybe I'm a fan of happily ever after right now.
My parents left me alone. I grew up with my aunt. She raised me well and treated me like her own. My aunts weren’t lacking in educating me about manners and everything, but this is the outcome of my attitude. Do I have to force myself to change when I am like this? I don’t care what people think about me. Because when I was in my darkest days, they weren’t here for me. All that matters to me now is myself, that I even hurt my aunt because of my attitude. I'm 28 years old, but sometimes I act immaturely. I don’t want to find a job even though I finished my degree course because it was a hassle for me with my happy-go-lucky habits. My aunts want me to get married so that I can stay in the house.
We fought about her suggestion. I don’t do marriage, never in my wildest dream. My aunt has a mini-grocery store in front of our house. And she wants me to manage that store, but I don’t want to. I’m getting bored in the small place. The bar is my favorite place. I love the lights and the music. And I love seeing the girls flirting with the boys. Then I didn’t hear my aunt’s voice in the whole house.
I slightly opened the door in my room and I sneaked my eyes around the area, but I didn’t see my aunt. Maybe she is in the store right now. I love my aunt, but I can’t stop myself from giving her a headache. So I decided to get out of my room and went to the kitchen. I was hungry about my aunt’s scolding habits. She didn't stop until I became deaf. When I open the fridge to see what’s inside, I get the tupperware of macaroni, get a bowl, and place it on the table. Then I started eating when my phone beeped. A message came from Harry, indicating that he was waiting for me there.
That man wants something from me. He thinks that I should give in to him. No way! I'm just like this, but I want my virginity intact. I loved the company of a man, but I don’t go beyond my limitations. Later on, he called me. I didn’t pay attention to his message to me.