Can I Have This Dance

She laid on her bed and picked up the book she's been reading "Maybe this might help me sleep" she thought to herself

"Why am i even reading this book for fucks sake i feel like it's just putting ideas in my head, i mean it's not like I'm weird right? alot of people get turned on by shit like this right?" Imaani thought.

Trying so hard to think of anything to Justify why she's liking or rather thinks she likes stuff like this

NO! I Don't like it-it's just my body reacting to a steamy scene,Yes its just my body!" She closed the book but not without unconsciously placing a book mark on the page she's reading.

SO MUCH FOR NOT LIKING THE BOOK HUH IMAANI

She picks up her phone like she usually does when she's bored.  It's not like she had anybody texting her. She only has one friend or had rather she doesn't really know where they stand. Her relationship with Faye is alot more complicated.

Oh shut it! She scolded her subconscious out loud "maybe i am loosing my mind" she thought

She dropped her phone on the bed side table and made her way to the kitchen to get a glass of water.... and a midnight snack.

On entering back into her room she noticed her phone screen turn on and off, she thought nothing of it and assumed it was just a work email that she can check tommorrow morning or an ad. She had to sleep,she had work first thing tommorow, but then it buzzed again.

"That's weird" picking up her phone she clicked on it and saw that it was a facebook notification. She clicked on it lo and behold it was a message from him!. WAIT I've got to be imagining this!" she thought

She was in huge shock she could almost scream "Oh my gosh he barely texts me unless i text him first,which is when I'm bold enough to do so which is also rare" Imaani  thought to herself

She was soo happy all she wanted to do was share the news with somebody. At least that might prove she's  not dreaming or imagining this