Being Alive

I woke up this morning feeling like shit after hanging out with the boys at Noah's family cabin.

I don't even remember the girl I was with last night because i never really got her name either but one thing I couldn't forget even if I tried was that proactive lips of hers.

She was pretty straight forward when she got down on her knees with my tree in her mouth in a matter of second doing the unthinkable.

It wasn't really a party. Just some friends hanging out with drinks and girls offering free sex just to chill with us.

Yeah, I know exactly what you are thinking right now but just to put your curious mind at rest. My friends and I are exactly who your mom probably warned you about and your lame ass boyfriend hates because he can't be us and every girl he probably had a crush on want to get in our pants.

We are the most popular kids in Springfield high and to top it all of, we are the kings of basketball court.

Yup! We are all of that and a lot more but right now, am definitely not feeling very high and supreme. My head feels like it's about to explode if I do as much as move it in the wrong direction.

Darn!

Maybe I need to sleep some more to ease the extra buzzing in my head but I couldn't. At least not at the moment.

My class was starting in an hour plus Coach Mike was demanding to see everyone without any form of excuse. 

I also have an essay to turn in before the end of today and can't be postponed any longer than necessary.

I need the extra score to up my grade if I wanted to make the scholarship list during graduation because I can't afford another student loan. I mean not when I have my sister Jasmine breathing down my neck.

I managed to dragged myself into the bathroom with a huge erection am definitely not in the mood to attend to.

I stepped under the shower with my head hanging low with water trickling down my naked flesh. Cold showers have a way of relaxing my aching muscles and putting my mind back on track to face a new day.

I was still in the shower when I heard someone barged into my room, followed by my sister's voice calling at me.

"Where are you Jaden"

"In the shower Jas, what do you want" I called back still focused on washing off the shampoo from my golden locks.

"You are not allowed to leave without me because you my dear lovely brother is my ride to school today so I thought I should let you know"

My hands came to an abrupt stop just about immediately at her statement.

"What?_I mean what happened to your own car"

I could imagine her rolling her eyes at my question even without looking._Jasmine was that much of a handful.

"Still not fixed so don't even think about leaving without me"

What?_is that warning I hear in her voice? Because I can literally imagine her pointing that little index of hers at my direction like she is the boss of me.

I mean_she is not even my mom even though she look like the young version of her.

Blue eyes, blonde hair and skin like snow. While I on the other hand may have the golden locks, my eyes is far from her deep ocean blue. It was just a pale and almost close to light grey like my dad's.

Not that am complaining or anything but Jasmine can pretty much get away with anything by shedding a few tears with those eyes of hers.

Jasmine can very much get any of her minions to drive her to school if she wanted so why me and even worst, why did she not inform me earlier than now, unless she needed me for something fishy and expect me to play dumb to it.

"And you didn't think it's important to inform me before now? What if I had slept over at Noah's and not come home?"

"Uhm well, the last time I checked you were out partying with your friends so forgive me if I didn't find it funny enough to come crashing down your party just to inform you how important a ride to school is going to be for your little sister this morning"