Alpha Fiama The Forsaken Wolf

Alpha Fiama

“Alpha Aren Stuart, I break the bond that is connecting us”, I growled in pain and anger. My wolf Zendaya who was already furious along with the wrenching soul she bled hollers inside me.

I rejected my mate Alpha Aren, the most dominant Alpha of my pack whom no she-wolf could ever resist. That was what I was told when I was introduced to him. Back then, I didn’t know that I would have different thoughts than all the she-wolves.

A big howl escaping from Aren’s mouth hit my ears when I was struggling to stand up. My eyes froze on his 6’11" tall body structure with coarse muscles and his green eyes turning into their deepest shade.

“You’re rejecting me? Your mate? The Alpha Aren? Do you even realise what you are doing?”, he grunted, wheezing with the evidence of his wide chest going up to down.

“You heard it right”, I muffled, enclosing immense pain from my face which was churning me inside after severing the bond with my mate.

“What are you up to? He is our mate”, Zendaya spoke, confused with my actions. I was fighting with my wolf the whole time during the process. However, the part of me wasn’t ready to accept Alpha Aren.

“I have rejected you and now there’s no bond between us”, I managed to get up and rush towards the door, unfortunate to get caught by him again. His long heavy arms surrounded me from behind and he clutched my cheeks, digging his sharp fingers into my tender skin.

“How dare you to do that?”, he husked near my ears. “You’re mine, Fiama. And from now onwards, you’re not uttering the words to leave me. Bond me again,” he ordered me.

“Didn’t you hear me, Alpha Aren? I have already rejected you. After your so-called warning, I’m not gonna change my decision. I’m Alpha Fiama, the one who sticks to her words and also knows her worth”

Using all the strength of my body, I pushed him a foot away from me and turned back. His eyes shot up, sensing my strength. I was a trained Alpha, drilled and tutored by the master of my father and brother. I was born as an Alpha female, opposing the ritual to be submissive to my mate.

“Don’t try to use your strength to stop me, Alpha Aren. You would’ve got the taste of my strength a few hours back, but I should praise my patience that I could hold it until you crossed all the limits. Never force me to get back to you,” I spat, reaching the door of his massive room. He kept gazing at me with his stern eyes, balling his fists. I could sense a massive storm behind his silence.

Without wasting a moment in his room, I walked away. Tears streamed down through my cheeks in pain, anger and humiliation. It was the most awaited day for me, the coronation of the Blue Moon pack where I was about to find my mate. It was a warm wait for all the she-wolves until their eighteenth birthday, which I just had a few days back. I was excited to find my mate, determined to have a deep bond with him, love him and spend my entire life. I wouldn’t deny that I didn’t love him, but only for a few minutes. Though I knew my wolf Zendaya was still struggling to get him, I wasn’t ready to do that.

“What have you done? You shouldn’t do it. We need to compromise for our mates sometimes,” Zendaya screamed at me.

“It seems to be silly, but it is not. All those tiny issues become a burden at a certain point. And I’m not ready to accept such an asshole as my mate,” I spat.

“You have lost it”, Zendaya kept fighting with me.

However, the wolf part of me could never understand the emotions of my human part. I couldn’t stand that man at all after what he did with me.

From my childhood, I was a determined wolf; I knew my goals; I knew what I wanted. The ability of my vision and sense had always supported me to choose the right thing. I believed in living in present with my mate who would know my worth and respect me with all his heart. That was how an Alpha man should treat his mate. Breaking my dreams made of air Alpha Aren crossed all the limits by humiliating me and controlling me on the day of our meeting.

I was excited about the coronation and preparing for it for the past few weeks. In no time after entering the coronation, I sensed the existence of my mate, which dragged me towards Alpha Aren. He was also searching for me. I became so pleased and hopeful after knowing that I was the mate of Alpha Aren on whom I had a childhood crush. Most of my teenage phase had spent in training camp and I had already overcome Alpha Aren who was my senior in the school. However, I fell for him again after knowing I was bound to him. We chatted for the first time today. I was scared; I was nervous.

My mother always said I had the minimal quality of a female. She meant my behaviour and qualities. I was hardly shy, always denying what I didn’t like, not ready to sacrifice and tolerate wrong things while weeping. Although my mother never complained about that, she just told me the fact.

But I was shy and nervous for the first time to talk with a man. Our conversation started well. Hence, soon I realized something weird. It wasn’t weird actually, since it can be the hottest and sexiest things to those she-wolves who were crushing on Alpha Aren. He wasn’t allowing me to talk to anybody in the coronation, not even with my best friend Elson, the beta of my pack.

Elson and I knew each other from preschool. We were more like siblings than friends. I tried to take it as Aren’s possession, however; it kept getting horrible with every passing second. Aren wanted to bite me right then and mate me. I wanted to take a few hours or days before taking the big step. He kept pressurizing me as we ended up in his room.

My wolf Zendaya continued to explain things to me. However, until then Alpha Aren left a dark impression of him on my sanity. He was beyond controlling and wanted me to submit without caring about my words. I escaped from his room after a silly conflict and I thought things would go smooth gradually.

To my shock, when I was talking to Elson again, he used his full force to cage me and bring me back to his room. He warned me to stay away from Elson and all the other wolves, even from my brother Zephyr. Claiming his rights on me, he handcuffed me inside his room just because I let him do it.

I was holding my patience to know how far he could go, how worst he can be. He blamed me for chatting with another man when he was around me. But I was more excited to spend time with him. He forced me to run away from him. He asked nothing about me, nor he was interested in knowing me. I felt like he was trying to convert me into his desired version and mating me. I couldn’t stay with the one who didn’t care about me and my thoughts at all and showed his true colours on the first day.

“You could wait for things to get worked,” Zendaya spat again.

“Argh! Will you please keep quiet?”, I told her.

“What’s the gain? You don’t have any idea what you have just done. You rejected one of the most fierce Alphas in the world,” she said.

“So? Am I also not an Alpha? Do you want me to fear him?”, I yelled at her while running down the stairs.

“But he is Alpha Aren. He won’t take this rejection lightly,” she said.

“Let him do what he wants”, I shut her down and came to the ballroom when Elson caught up.

“Hey, you okay? It seemed like there was some issue between you and Alpha Aren”, he asked in a suspicious tone. “Come on! Don’t let your grumpiness come between the romance”, he giggled as I shot him a glare.

“Shut up, Elson. I just rejected him”, I yelped.

“What?”, I heard a triple-layered voice and looked around, finding Elson’s mate Vienna and my sister Mayami gaping at me along with Elson. They didn’t expect the sudden explosion.

“What....are... Fia!”, Mayami could not find words. Elson and Vienna didn’t utter a single word for a few seconds.

“And now I don’t wanna stay here. Enjoy!”, I strived to go back when Vienna held my arm.

“Are you serious? Did you just dump Alpha Aren?”, she exclaimed. I wondered why all of them were so terrified, more than shocked. Even I was also aware of Alpha Aren’s capability and the reason everyone used to be afraid of him. Besides, I knew that I also held the capability of Alpha Aren, it did not scare me since I knew my ability.

“What happened?”, mom’s voice echoed behind me as I enlarged my eyes to them, signing them to keep quiet.

I whirled to mom and passed her a mild smile. “Hey, mom. Did you eat something?”.

“First tell me where have you been? Alpha Aren is nowhere to be shown too. Is everything alright? Did you behave?”, my mother had an outstanding quality of panicking and I couldn’t blame her for that. She knew I was short-tempered and dominating. And it was tough for people to get along with me. In that carbonation when I told her that Alpha Aren was my mate, she almost fainted in distress since Alpha Aren shared a dark past with us.