Surviving with a title in each phase filling the cup of life with lies and play put upon face masked with fake love and charitable compliments making me loose my natural abilities and has force me to creat a lead paved base enveloping me with it's 6feet length and 3 feet width extending till grave of my dearest ..And by filling urn of my cremains with burnt pieces of my past creating a hidden shelf of my struggles leading to rendition of a new form of me in future ...
Intro:
DAISIES !!! are my dearest ....or would take as hypothesis to be the only flower I'm acquainted with ...(sad chuckle)
What should I call myself ..."Dauntless"or "Yellow-bellied ???" I don't know ..But surely would life have given me a name of being a dreary 'ORPHAN' !!!
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Day 01
Dear diary,
I have knowledge of you being on line of thinking on me being acquainted with you . So let's decorate your nosey behaviour with sketch having one of the most memorable part of my childhood "The homestead, and a ranch-beside filled with a beautiful meadow of daisies."What a mesmerising sight that was ..all in my focal through a 4ft*6ft cut in wall at diagonal opposition to my bed ... Ahhhh!!! I still miss those days of me running in between them , laughing all along with mom running behind me ...
Hmmmm....those days !!
Well it just slipped out of mind to mark the date of our conversation ...9thMay.
Ooooh !!! quite long for October to come with bees,and butterflies ready to turn the crop land into a meadow of daisies...
Efficiently I've spend my whole night on company's new project and thorough check on financial records ..And have added up to make a proper turn of pendulum to 5 of morning, a perfect time for my crash landing. Comprehensible , not a perfect time of normal human to sleep .. but can say , I am a connecting link between the category of raptors and nocturnal lives ...
So ....until next time ..don't be a stranger and be my good mystical keeper ...
Farewell !!!!!!
Chapter 1 Titled to be 'Dreary'
09/05/2024