"Honey" I happily called my wife when I saw her go home to our mansion and I couldn't stop myself. I immediately greeted him with a tight hug and buried my face in his chest. Tears flowed down my cheeks again, not because I was hurt because I miss him so much. I was in tears because he still came home. He's back, he's back to me. "Laven, I miss you, so much, honey!" I said and tightened my hug around her waist. I felt both of his arms move and I was expecting him to hug me back. But it just grabbed my shoulder and pulled me back a little. Then he walked away from me, I was like a child who had his toy snatched from him because of what he did. "Hon?" "Let's talk," he said to me coldly. It seems that something is choking me and I'm struggling to breathe again. "W-Will you listen to my explanation, hon? We're welcome again? Can you forgive me? Thank you, Laven! I love you. I love you, so much hon!" I still cried, I promise. All the pain he gave me two months ago suddenly disappeared and was replaced by too much joy and happiness. "Thanks--" "I got pregnant, Aly." My smile suddenly disappeared and I felt at that time that a bomb exploded in my brain and it was difficult to recover. Those are just three words, but they have a very strong impact on me. It was as if my soul had separated from my body. My heart was beating fast and I was slowly getting hurt again. "No!" I screamed and almost burst a vein in my neck because of the force of my scream. "And she's Alice." "Laven! Not like this! This is not what I want!" I cried and shouted to my husband. "Aly, you know how much I wanted to have a child! But you can't give it to me!" he also shouted back at me. He makes me look like he loves me and I can't give him that. But not this way! No! This is not really what I want, eh! "You know that I won't have any more children, eh! But...Laven, I don't like this..." I begged as my sobs grew louder. It's s-sick to me. How could he do this to me? I'm his wife, do I think he loves me? "That's it! You can't give me a child!" he asked and even tweaked his own hair. He's obviously frustrated, isn't he? "Laven...we can adopt, eh..." I suggested which made him even more angry. "I don't like that! I want you to be mine, Aly, you can't give me a child so I came to Alica." My heart seems to be breaking because of what my husband did. I feel like my heart is being squeezed. That hurts. "I can't accept that, Laven! No!" Why is it that most of the women he gets pregnant are my cousins? Why still Alica? Why is he still...and when... "Laven..." I held my husband's foot and let the tears roll down my cheeks. What he did to me was so painful. "She's pregnant, Aly. Two months..." I finally fell to my knees and let go of Laven. "Let's separate, I want to marry her, Aly. I'm sorry." "Laven! L-Laven, please!" I called my husband and I was afraid... I was afraid of what would happen. I just looked at my husband who was leaving our house. I can't follow him because my knees are getting weak. I can not accept. Laven...this is not what I want, eh. Lord, why are you punishing me now? I love my husband very much... Don't take him away from me. Please... Don't do this to us. "Laven!" "Ally!" Jullie rushed to me. During the time that my husband did not come home to me, my cousin stayed here because he was wondering what I should do. "Jullie, stop my husband, please! Stop him from leaving!" "Aly, t-it's okay, please... Stop it. Leave your husband alone," Jullie also cried and begged me, which I quickly shook my head. "I-I can't, Jullie. I can't... I love him, I-I love him so much. I'm going to die, J-Jullie... I'm going to die if I lose him!" I promise I will still cry. Seeing me trying to get up from kneeling on the floor, my cousin hugged me tightly. "No! Let me go! I'll stop Laven! Let me go, Jullie!" I shouted. At that time I seemed to lose control of myself. I feel really crazy and scared. I'm afraid of being left by the man I love. "Laven!" I saw myself again kneeling in front of my husband carrying a huge suitcase. He decided to leave our mansion. He decided to leave me. He is ready to leave me... "Laven, please. Don't do this to me, please. I love you, I love you so much, Laven..." I begged and cried. "Let me go, Aly. Let me do this..." he said with difficulty, I sobbed and shook my head. "Don't, please? Just stay here... Don't leave me... I can't lose you, honey... I can't," I said and my voice broke. I really can't... I'd rather die than for him to leave me forever and he chooses my cousin Alica. "Don't you love me, hon? Why did you do this so quickly? Why did you let go of me so quickly? Do you still love me?" I love you..." I cried harder because of what I heard... "It's hard for me to do this too...but it's necessary. H-We won't be happy..." "You love me. Why would you leave me? Just stay here... Come back to me, please? Honey..." "I promised Alica, that my mother and her will be th
Chapter 1 His birthday
Chapter 1
ALEIXHA MEDLEY ALTARAZA-SULLIVAN's POV
"Aly, you couldn't find a gift some interesting, huh?" my Cousin, Jullie asked me.
Because I'm at J's Accessories and he owns it. Currently still looking for a gift for my husband. Yeah, I am married to Laven Oscar Sullivan. It's his birthday tomorrow and I've been here at Jullie's shop for maybe three hours. And I haven't really chosen anything yet.
"Yeah," I said and my eyes were still busy with the accessories.
"You can buy a watch, necklace or something that he could use at his office, Aly," he suggested and I looked at my cousin who also looked lazy. He rested his arms on the glass box and lowered himself further.
"Watch? He has a lot at home, Jullie. Necklace? I don't think so if he can use that," I said boredly.
Because my husband doesn't wear a necklace. So watch? He has a lot of collections in our house.
"Tss! Ah! I have an idea! Why don't you just buy him a brief?!" he said happily and I automatically turned to him again.
She gave me her famous dangerous smirk. What the hell?
"What the hell, Jullie! You're in the shop!" I warned her and turned to her customers and I felt relief when they are all busy and they're own businesses.
"Whatever you say, cousin Aleixha Medley. By the way, about the...uh... have you told Laven about your pregnancy?"
I stopped and suddenly my heart beat faster.
"N-Not yet, Jullie," I answered nervously.
I closed my eyes when Jullie patted my forehead. That's why I frowned, because it hurt, ah.
"What?! Aly, do you know what were you doing? My God, cousin! Your wife must know that! That you can't give her a child, you know what married men do when they are barren they will divorce their wives immediately!" he threatened me.
"No! It won't ever happen, Jullie! He loves me! My husband loves me and he's going to accept me!" I said confusedly.
My husband will not divorce me because he loves me, he loves me very much and he accepts my situation.
"How sure are you, Aly? How could you say that your husband accepted you that you will never have children again?" I can't say anything, I can't answer.
But my husband will accept me, right?
"Trust me, Jullie. He will accept me. We have been married for two years and five months. We have been together for a long time and I know he can't live without me, he won't leave me," I said desperately.
"Alright, Aly! Hope! Hope that your own husband will accept you! Aleixha, the year is not a basis, if you've been together for ten or more years if he finds out that you are a barren and you can't give him a child. Try to think that cousin, your husband is rich, his family is well-known. That even the president of the country would be ashamed of their family's wealth!" I stepped back.
"Julie... how could you say that to me?" I felt tears running down my cheeks. The pain of those words.
He came to me and held both of my shoulders.
"Aly, I'm your cousin and I love you very much. I'm just afraid of hurting you, what if he doesn't accept you? What if the consequences I imagine for you happen? Aly, He deserves to know the truth. he will know something else about you. Yes, you are lucky because your husband loves you very much and he gives you everything you want. He did not lack. But Aly, how much does he love you if will he know you're barren? I told you, he's a billionaire and it's important to them to have children. This is for you, Aly." I could clearly see the sadness and fear in my cousin's eyes.
"O-OK, I'll tell you but not now, nor tomorrow, Jullie. It's her birthday tomorrow and I don't want her to be sad if she finds out about my situation," I bowed and said.
"Okay, okay just tell him the truth. You know what cousin, it's bad to keep a secret from your husband and especially if what you're keeping a secret hurts. We don't know if he'll accept k--"
"I told you he would accept me!" I can't help but shout.
"Okay wait, I'm just concerned, Aly. I hope he accepts you. Here, pay that to the cashier and good luck, cousin," he said and turned his back on me.
I stepped closer to the cashier and my chest heaved at the last thing my cousin said.
"If he doesn't accept you, call me and I'm here for you, cousin."
I smiled...
"Thank you, Julie..."
I Looked at my gift that was already wrapped, I hope so. I hope so, Julie. He will accept me.
"Good morning, Mrs. Sullivan," my husband's secretary greeted me with a smile upon seeing me.
"Good morning to you too, Daime. Is your boss inside?" I asked with a smile on my face.
"Yes, come in," he answered. Daime even opened the door for me.
I thanked him and entered my husband's office.
I saw Laven sitting in his swivel chair and focused his full attention on the piled papers on his table.
He also felt the sense, I approached quietly and he looked at me with a frown.
"Hey hon, good morning." I smiled sweetly at him and his frown gradually disappeared. He smiled at me and stood up.
"Morning, hon," he said in a husky voice.
When he got close to me, he immediately greeted me with a warm and firm kiss.
I encircled my arms on his nape and responded to his kisses.
"Hon..." I said softly when I felt his lips go down my neck not to mention that his hand was caressing my right leg.
I'm just wearing a plain white dress above the knee, so what she's doing now is easy for her. Tsk... His favorite.
"Ah...what are you doing, hon?" He bit me, God!
"You smell so good, hon," he said in a low voice and kissed me again on the lips.
I wrapped my legs on his waist and I heard him chuckle.
"Hon..."
"God! Your sexy voice, wife..."
"Laven!" I screamed when he suddenly squeezed my nipple even though I was still dressed.
"Sorry, hon, can't help it," he said and I just got off.
He held my waist and again he kissed me passionately.
"Hon...we're in the office," I whispered as his lips moved to my ear again and he bit it. I'm tickling, tss...
"Alright! I should stop this or else, I lose my control and can't help myself for making love with you, right here, right now." My cheeks suddenly got hot from what he said.
Damn, honey! I felt w*t down there.
"Enough," I said and he laughed. He kissed my cheek and he hugged me, tightly.
"You're so beautiful when you are blushing, hon. I love you... And I can't wait to have our child..."
"Hapoy birthday, hon!" I happily congratulate my husband who now has a wide smile on my face. He looked surprised!
He bit his lower lip when he stepped towards me. I spread my arms and he immediately greeted me with a warm and tight hug.
"Thank you, hon, I love you," he said and released the hug from me, he kissed me on the lips and I happily returned it.
We kissed passionately and you thought there would be no tomorrow, if only we were both caught in the wind, our lips would not have parted.
"I love you..."
"I love you too, hon," I smiled and leaned my head on his chest and I heard his heartbeat. It was beating so fast that you thought it was going to come out of your chest. I feel this...I do, my heart is like this too. My heart beats faster only for the man I love so much.
Only for Laven Oscar. Just for my wife.
"Hon, you didn't answer me," he said, sounding sulky
"Huh?"
Confused, I looked at my husband who now had a serious face, he caressed my cheek and kissed it sweetly.
"When? When are you carrying our little baby, hon? I wanted to have our child, now. I really want to have a small and noisy child running around our house. I want to hear his voice, his laugh and even his crying. I want to watched him, and I want to play with him. He will be hugged and kissed, bought many toys and above all loved, he's our first born baby, the fruit of our love," he said sincerely, hearing his words are a damn breaking my heart.
How can I give him a child when the fact, I can't have a child, we can't. I can't bear a child, hon...
The corners of my eyes are watering. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, hon. I can't give you what you want to have a child with me. We will not have children.
My chest tightened and my heart felt like it was being squeezed by its pain.
"Let's not talk about our future baby, hon. Let's enjoy this day. This is your birthday," I said. I forced a smile so it becomes fake and the reason, that he noticed it.
"You will always ignore that, Aly... are you afraid, hon?" he asked me softly and caressed my cheek.
I closed my eyes when I felt the tip of his nose on my forehead. Down my nose and he played with the bridge of our nose which is my favorite thing he does.
"My wife is afraid," he said laughing and I touched his cheek.
"I am not... I'm not afraid, hon," I said while smiling.
I'm not afraid. I am ready to be the mother of our children, Laven. If you only knew. I'm ready.
"Then why? Why are you refusing, hon?" he asked as if he was struggling too.
"Is that right, I am not ready." I know, that's a lie.
"Not ready for what?" he asked me confused.
"For having a baby, I am not ready to be a mother. What if... I can't handle a mother's responsibility yet, Laven?" This is also one of my fears, but when I got married to Laven, I was no longer afraid. I am ready for my responsibility as a mother.
D*mn! This is my reason for... What should I do now?
"Hon, you're with me. I am still here for you. You can handle it even though being my wife is too much," he said while still playing with our noses. His warm and fragrant breath touched my face.
"Just... just give me a time, honey," I said.
"Fine, I want a dozen children, Aly."
To Be Continued...
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