My husband is the most powerful police captain in the city, and he treats our marriage like a precinct he needs to keep under his thumb. After five years of being neglected and controlled, I finally packed a bag and left. I thought I was free. Three days later, while my friend was driving me to a diner, we were caught in a massive DUI checkpoint. I watched in horror as my husband, Judge Gamble, stepped out of the shadows in full uniform. He had used the entire police force to stage a fake traffic stop just to intercept my car and force me back into his cage. He dragged me back to our silent house, confiscated my phone, and told me I was going nowhere. But that night, a message flashed on his screen from a contact named "A" that read: "It hurts so much... where are you?" When I confronted him about the late-night calls and the secret woman, Judge didn't offer an explanation. Instead, he pinned me to the guest room bed and whispered the words I'd begged to hear for years. "Let's have a baby, Kelsie. Right now." It wasn't an act of love; it was a tactical move to trap me. I soon discovered that "A" wasn't a confidential informant-she was his stepsister, Angelique. He had been obsessed with her since they were teenagers, and I was nothing more than a "normal" facade he used to hide their twisted, lifelong bond from the world. How could I have been so blind? I wasn't his wife; I was his cover story. Every anniversary he missed and every "raid" he went on was just time spent in her hospital room, holding her hand while I waited at home like a fool. At a crowded family dinner tonight, Judge squeezed my hand and announced to everyone that we were finally trying for a child. He looked like the hero, the perfect husband, while the table erupted in cheers. I just forced a smile, hiding the fact that I'd already met with a shark lawyer and bent his black credit card into the trash. He thinks he's anchored me to his side, but I'm about to burn his perfect reputation to the ground.
The ceiling of the guest room in Kia's apartment was unfamiliar. It had a water stain in the corner shaped like a bruised lung. Kelsie stared at it, counting the cracks in the plaster, trying to ignore the jackhammer pounding against the inside of her skull.
Three days.
She had been gone for three days.
Seventy-two hours of silence. Seventy-two hours of staring at a phone that didn't ring, then did ring, then didn't ring again. The screen was dark now, face down on the nightstand.
The door creaked open. Kia walked in, holding two steaming mugs of coffee. She looked like she hadn't slept much either. She set the mug down on the coaster with a soft clink.
"You look like hell, Kelsie," she said, sitting on the edge of the mattress. "Did you sign the separation papers in your dreams?"
Kelsie sat up, the room spinning slightly. She reached for the coffee, needing the heat to seep into her cold fingers. "I didn't dream. I just... waited."
"For him?" Kia asked, her voice sharp.
Kelsie didn't answer. She picked up her phone. The message thread with Judge was open. The last message was from her, sent three days ago: I can't do this anymore. I'm leaving.
Below it, there was nothing. No blue bubble. No 'Read' receipt. Just empty white space.
"He hasn't even noticed I'm gone," Kelsie whispered, her chest tightening. It felt like a physical weight, a heavy stone pressing down on her sternum.
Kia sighed, a long, frustrated sound. "He noticed. He's just playing his games. The Silent Treatment is his favorite sport, remember?" She stood up and pulled the curtains open. The Boston skyline was gray and dreary. "Come on. We need food. Greasy, unhealthy diner food. And fresh air."
Half an hour later, they were in Kia's red sedan, driving through the damp streets. The city lights blurred in the rearview mirror. Kelsie leaned her head against the cool glass of the window, watching the world pass by.
"You know," Kia said, tapping her fingers on the steering wheel. "You could just block his number. Make it real."
"It is real," Kelsie said, though her voice lacked conviction.
Ahead of them, traffic began to slow. Brake lights painted the wet asphalt in streaks of red.
"Great," Kia groaned. "What now?"
Kelsie squinted through the windshield. It wasn't construction.
Blue lights.
Flashes of red and blue bounced off the buildings, rhythmic and jarring. A line of cars was being funneled into a single lane.
"DUI checkpoint," Kia said, checking the time on the dashboard. "It's barely nine p.m. on a Tuesday? Seriously?"
Kelsie's stomach dropped. A cold prickle of sweat broke out on the back of her neck. It was an irrational reaction. She wasn't driving. She hadn't been drinking. But the sight of those lights, the uniform, the authority... it triggered a reflex she had developed over five years of marriage.
The line moved slowly. She sank lower in the passenger seat, pulling her coat tighter around her.
"Relax," Kia said, glancing at her. "We're fine. Unless you're hiding a warrant I don't know about."
Kelsie forced a laugh, but it came out as a dry cough.
They inched forward. A young officer with a flashlight was waving cars through or stopping them. He looked barely out of the academy, his face fresh and eager.
Kia rolled down her window as he approached. "Evening, Officer."
"Good evening, ma'am," the rookie said. He shone his flashlight into the back seat, then swept the beam over Kia, and finally, over Kelsie.
The light hit Kelsie's eyes, blinding her for a second. The beam lingered on her face.
The rookie paused. He lowered the light slightly, his other hand moving to the radio on his shoulder. He muttered something low into the receiver. Kelsie couldn't make out the words, but the tone made the hair on her arms stand up.
"Is there a problem?" Kia asked, her voice losing its friendly lilt.
The rookie didn't answer. He took a step back, his eyes still on Kelsie.
From the darkness behind the patrol car, a shadow detached itself.
Heavy boots crunched on the gravel and asphalt. The sound was distinct. Deliberate. Authoritative.
Her heart hammered against her ribs, a frantic bird trapped in a cage. She knew that walk. She knew the breadth of those shoulders.
The figure stepped into the halo of the streetlamp.
Judge Gamble.
He was wearing his dark uniform, the silver Captain's bars on his collar glinting in the harsh light. His face was a mask of stone, hard angles and unyielding lines. He wasn't looking at the rookie. He wasn't looking at Kia.
His eyes were locked on Kelsie.
"Captain," the rookie said, snapping to attention.
Judge didn't even acknowledge him. He just waved a hand, a dismissive gesture that sent the younger man retreating to the other side of the road.
Judge walked to the passenger side of Kia's car. He stood there for a moment, looming over them, blocking out the city lights. The air in the car seemed to vanish, sucked out by his sheer presence.
He tapped his knuckle against Kelsie's window. Tap. Tap.
The sound echoed in her bones.
"Open it," he mouthed.
Kelsie's hands were shaking. She hid them in her lap. She looked at Kia. Kia looked furious, but also a little scared. One didn't say no to a man like Judge, especially not when he was wearing the badge.
Kelsie pressed the button. The glass slid down with a mechanical whir.
The cold night air rushed in, carrying the scent of rain, exhaust, and him. Peppermint and stale tobacco.
Judge placed his hands on the doorframe, leaning down until his face was level with Kelsie's. His eyes were dark, pupils blown wide, swallowing the iris.
"Running away to your friend's house," he said, his voice a low, gravelly rumble that vibrated in Kelsie's chest. "Three days, Kelsie. That was your plan?"
"I didn't run away," Kelsie managed to say, her voice trembling. "I left."
"Semantics," he said.
"Hey, back off," Kia said, leaning across the console. "She doesn't want to talk to you."
Judge's eyes flicked to Kia, sharp and cutting as a razor blade. "Stay out of this, Ms. Chen. Unless you want me to start checking your tires for tread depth."
Kia shut her mouth, her jaw clenching.
Judge turned his attention back to Kelsie. He held out his hand, palm up. A demand.
"ID, Kelsie."
"Why?" Kelsie asked. "I'm a passenger."
"Because I asked for it," he said. "ID."
Kelsie fumbled with her purse, her fingers numb. She pulled out her wallet and extracted her driver's license. She handed it to him.
Judge took it. He looked at the photo, then at the name. Kelsie Gamble. He ran his thumb over the name, a possessive, claiming gesture.
Then, his fingers closed around the plastic card. He didn't hand it back.
Behind them, a car honked. Judge didn't flinch. He didn't even blink.
He keyed his radio. "Unit 4, hold this vehicle. We're conducting a routine check."
"Yes, Captain," the radio crackled back.
Kelsie's breath hitched. He wasn't just stopping them. He was detaining them. For her.
"Judge, give me my license," Kelsie said, panic rising in her throat.
He slid the card into his breast pocket, right behind his badge. A hostage. "Step out of the car, Kelsie."
Chapter 1 1
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Chapter 2 2
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Chapter 3 3
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Chapter 4 4
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Chapter 5 5
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Chapter 6 6
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Chapter 7 7
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Chapter 8 8
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Chapter 9 9
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Chapter 10 10
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