I lived in a sanitized mansion kept at a constant sixty-five degrees, governed by a legal contract that dictated everything from our intimacy schedule to my "modest" wardrobe. My husband, Cedrick Fields, was a world-renowned stoic who preached discipline and emotional detachment, treating our marriage like a corporate merger and me like a line-item expense he was tired of paying. The illusion of his "virtuous" life shattered when I found his hidden tablet. I expected corporate secrets, but instead, I found a folder titled "Sanctuary." It was filled with photos of him laughing on yachts and playing with a toddler who undeniably had his eyes. He wasn't a cold machine; he was a devoted father and a passionate lover to socialite Julianna Baird. When I tried to fight back, his assistant threatened to cut the funding for my mother's ventilator, forcing me to sign a document admitting I was "mentally unstable." Then, Cedrick did the unthinkable: he moved his mistress and secret child into our home, relegating me to the servants' quarters and ordering me to play the "reclusive aunt" to protect his public image. I was forced to watch them play "happy family" in the rooms I once decorated, realizing even my own step-family had been on his payroll for years, helping him hide the betrayal. They all knew about his second life while I was being starved of affection and dignity in a house that felt more like a prison every day. But Cedrick's arrogance was his ultimate downfall. He was so distracted by moving Julianna into the master suite that he didn't bother to read the stack of NDAs I placed on his desk. Hidden among the corporate jargon was a petition for the dissolution of our marriage. He signed it without even looking up from his phone, unknowingly handing me the legal victory I needed. I didn't just leave that night; I walked out with his signature on a divorce and a folder full of evidence that would burn his "stoic" reputation to the ground.
Elenore didn't sleep. She watched the red numbers on the clock change, minute by minute, waiting for the sun to rise so she could burn everything down. She lay next to her husband, a monster. A calm, disciplined, preaching monster. She could smell the faint scent of sunscreen on him now-a scent she had dismissed earlier as a new soap. She turned her head and looked at his back.
The digital clock on the bedside table had flicked to 10:00 PM just hours before. The red numbers were the only source of warmth in the room, a stark contrast to the chilled, sanitized air that Cedrick insisted upon. Sixty-five degrees. Always sixty-five degrees.
Elenore sat on the edge of the California King mattress, her fingers smoothing the wrinkles of her silk nightgown. The fabric was cold against her thighs. She took a breath, holding it in her lungs until her chest burned, trying to steady the tremor in her hands. This was the schedule. Tuesday. The fourth week of the month. The contract, drafted by his legal team and signed by her desperate hand four years ago, was specific about these intervals.
The heavy oak door opened silently.
Cedrick Fields entered the room. He didn't look at her. He never looked at her when he first walked in, as if acknowledging her presence would cost him a currency he wasn't willing to spend. He smelled of ozone and expensive, unscented soap. He walked straight to the walk-in closet, unbuttoning his cuffs with precise, mechanical movements. The closet door slid open to reveal a pathologically uniform collection: twenty identical white shirts, ten identical charcoal suits. It was the wardrobe of a man who had eliminated choice to conserve mental energy.
Elenore stood up. Her knees felt weak, watery. She took a step toward the center of the room, intercepting the path he would take to the bed.
"Cedrick," she said. Her voice sounded thin, absorbed instantly by the acoustic paneling on the walls.
He stopped. He was in his undershirt now, his torso lean, the muscles defined by hours of gym time she was never invited to witness. He held up a hand, palm facing her. A stop sign.
"Not tonight, Elenore."
She froze. "But the schedule..."
"The Stoic Energy Conservation Protocol," he interrupted, his tone flat, devoid of apology. He finally looked at her, his eyes sweeping over her silk gown with the clinical detachment of a doctor inspecting a chart. "My cortisol levels are elevated from the merger talks. Engaging in physical release now would disrupt my REM cycle. It's inefficient."
Inefficient.
The word hit her in the stomach like a physical blow. She wasn't a wife; she was a drain on his battery.
"We missed last month, too," Elenore whispered, the humiliation rising in her throat like bile. "You said you were at the meditation retreat."
"And I was," Cedrick said, walking past her. He didn't touch her. He didn't even brush against her arm. He lay down on his side of the bed, the mattress barely dipping under his weight. "Discipline, Elenore. It separates us from the animals. You should try it. Perhaps then you wouldn't be so... needy."
He turned his back to her. He pulled the duvet up to his shoulder, creating a wall of white cotton between them.
Elenore stood in the center of the room for a long minute. Her skin prickled with the cold. She felt foolish, standing there in lingerie that cost more than her first car, waiting for a man who looked at her like she was a spreadsheet error.
She climbed into bed. She stayed on her edge, careful not to let her foot touch his calf. The space between them felt like a canyon, vast and impossible to bridge.
Ten minutes later, Cedrick's breathing evened out. It was a rhythmic, shallow sound, the result of the breathing exercises he practiced religiously. He was asleep. Just like that.
Elenore stared at the ceiling. A shadow from the window grate cast a grid pattern above her head. A cage.
Hours passed. The clock read 2:00 AM.
Thirst clawed at the back of her throat. She sat up slowly, the silk rustling softly. She swung her legs out of bed, her feet finding the plush carpet. As she stood, a soft, pulsating blue light caught her eye.
It was on the floor, near where Cedrick had discarded his suit jacket. His tablet.
Usually, it was locked in his study. Cedrick was paranoid about corporate espionage. He preached digital minimalism, claiming he only used technology for essential communication.
The notification light blinked again.
Elenore knew the Non-Disclosure Agreement she signed forbade her from accessing his personal devices. The penalty was financial ruin. Specifically, the immediate cessation of the payments to the Pinecrest Care Facility, where her mother, Hazle, lay connected to a ventilator.
But the rejection earlier had planted a seed of something ugly in her chest. It wasn't just sadness anymore. It was suspicion.
She knelt on the carpet. Her heart hammered against her ribs, a frantic, bird-like rhythm. She picked up the tablet. It was sleek, cold metal.
She pressed the home button. The screen lit up, demanding a passcode.
She looked at Cedrick's sleeping form. He didn't stir.
She typed in his birthday. Incorrect.
She typed in the date of his company's IPO. Incorrect.
She typed in the date he claimed to have achieved "spiritual enlightenment" in Tibet. Incorrect.
Her fingers hovered over the glass. What mattered to him? What was the one thing he never forgot?
Every month, on the 15th, he reminded her of her debt. The day her mother had the stroke. The day he bought Elenore.
She typed the numbers. 0-8-1-5.
The lock icon clicked open.
Elenore let out a breath she didn't know she was holding. Her thumb hovered over the photo gallery icon. She expected to see architectural blueprints, stock charts, maybe photos of his minimalist vegan meals.
She tapped the icon.
A folder labeled "Sanctuary" sat at the top of the grid. Cedrick called his office his sanctuary, a place of pure, logical thought. He must have believed his own label, hiding his hypocrisy under a banner of virtue.
Elenore frowned. She tapped it.
The first image loaded, and the air left her lungs.
It was Cedrick. But not the Cedrick who slept three feet away from her. This man was throwing his head back, laughing. His mouth was open, his eyes crinkled at the corners. He was on a yacht, the ocean blue behind him.
And he wasn't alone.
A woman was draped over his lap, her hand tangled in his hair. Julianna Baird. The socialite. The woman the tabloids called a "philanthropic angel."
Elenore swiped. Her fingers felt numb, disconnected from her brain.
The next photo. Cedrick holding a toddler. A little girl with curly hair and eyes that were undeniably his. He was feeding her ice cream. There was chocolate smeared on his pristine white shirt-the shirt he would have fired a maid for wrinkling. He looked... adoring.
Elenore swiped again.
A geotag. Yesterday.
While he was supposedly at the Silent Meditation Retreat in Big Sur, cleansing his spirit of worldly attachments, he was at Disneyland. There was a photo of him wearing Mickey Mouse ears.
Elenore dropped the tablet onto the carpet. The thud sounded like a gunshot in the silent room.
She froze, her eyes snapping to the bed.
Cedrick shifted. He groaned low in his throat, rolling over. His arm flopped out, landing on the empty space where she should have been.
Elenore scrambled backward, pressing herself against the nightstand. She waited. One second. Two. Three.
His breathing resumed its rhythmic pattern.
She looked down at the tablet. The screen was still glowing. The picture of the happy family mocked her. The "Stoic Energy Conservation Protocol." The "spiritual discipline." It was all a lie. He wasn't saving his energy for higher purposes. He was spending it on them.
A cold, hard rage settled in her stomach, displacing the fear.
She reached for her own phone on the nightstand. Her hands were shaking so badly she almost dropped it. She opened the camera app.
She hovered over the tablet screen. Snap.
She swiped to the next photo. Snap.
She took pictures of the dates, the locations, the timestamps. She took a picture of the folder name.
When she was done, she used the hem of her nightgown to wipe the screen of the tablet, removing her fingerprints. She placed it back on the floor, aligning it exactly with the seam of the carpet where she had found it.
She stood up. Her legs felt heavy, like they were filled with lead.
She climbed back into bed.
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Chapter 2 2
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Chapter 3 3
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Chapter 4 4
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Chapter 5 5
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Chapter 6 6
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Chapter 7 7
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Chapter 8 8
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Chapter 9 9
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Chapter 10 10
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Chapter 11 11
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Chapter 12 12
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Chapter 13 13
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Chapter 14 14
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Chapter 15 15
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Chapter 16 16
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Chapter 17 17
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Chapter 18 18
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Chapter 19 19
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Chapter 20 20
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Chapter 21 21
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Chapter 22 22
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Chapter 23 23
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Chapter 24 24
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Chapter 25 25
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Chapter 26 26
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Chapter 27 27
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Chapter 28 28
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Chapter 29 29
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Chapter 30 30
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Chapter 31 31
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Chapter 32 32
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Chapter 33 33
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Chapter 34 34
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Chapter 35 35
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Chapter 36 36
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Chapter 37 37
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Chapter 38 38
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Chapter 39 39
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Chapter 40 40
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